Hell

[skachicksrule]

I went to bed in a pissed off, woke up pissed off, and everything thats happened since I woke up hasn't done anything but make it worse. I went to bed and woke up pissed off for the same reason. If you know why then tell me because I know theres at least one person who might read this who knows why. Then when I was sitting on the couch starting to get in a better mood my loving dad decides to get mad at me because I have class this afternoon and it just might get in the way of a job that he thinks I will get. Which I won't because no one wants to hire me. The only way I got a job this summer was because my dad works at cu so he has lots of levarige(sp). Back to this morning, after I dropped ethan off at school and got home my dad calls and wants me to drive back down to the fucking school to give fuck face bus money. So like the dumb fuck I am I say ok daddy I will do it while i'm at that is there anything else you want me to do. I call ethan about 20 times and he never answers his phone so i go home and then my dad calls again to tell me that its ok that i couldn't get ethan any money, but his voice didn't sound like it was. i walk inside hoping that the smell is gone but it's not it still smells like weed, but its not weed that ethan was burning it was "sage." It looks like sage but sure as hell doesn't smell like it. Now i'm sitting on my chair curled up in a ball barely able to type and acting like a stupid emo kid.
The left over money is sitting in my bank accounts tanting me to go close the accounts and do something stupid and rash with it. But my brain won't let me because it knows how to think.