Yea so she is not pissed any more and I am still not smoking so I think I am doing a damn good job. Hi baby I know you are reading this I miss you and I love you so much. Ok so Yea I just got up so if I sound like sleepy thats why but yea. So yea all her friends up there that do HATE me let me ask you why. I know 5 of you and only one of then hate ( Read more... )

Ok yet again I find a new way to piss shana off. I mean I have quit smoking and dont talk to like half my friends for her so I really dont know what to say. It terns out not all her friends hate me well thats nice to know. All I know is this fucking sucks I am here and she is there the only good thing is if I dont smoke for a month then I get to ( Read more... )

Yea so I am knew at this so what ever. So as of this point this day sucks ass but I know it will get better as soon as my girlfriend gets out off school. I quit school so I am stuck doing nothing all day that sucks but for me its better the that hell hole. Shana I love you and I wish I was a better guy for you but I am not and I am not letting you ( Read more... )