all the leaves are brown
and the sky is gray

and i am strange.

nevermind, but it's okay. i just seem to be lost in my own mind these days- everything is insane to me in my own head and i don't think anyone else can see it. we're fine, we're okay. this is what we are going to keep telling ourselves because this is all we know. i wonder how crazy it is ( Read more... )

there is nothing in my body but bones and muscle.
where did all the color go? my skies are lit up with lightning
and there are dark spots where the clouds should be.
i make my days by sitting, cold and confused, yann tiersen exiting through my soul.
my mouth dry and cotton-pressed from the night before
my heart swollen

i don't know.

everything i knew meant nothing, i just realized ( Read more... )

i watched you as you climbed the walls that we were never meant to cross ( Read more... )

the inside of my heart is warm
but the blood inside your throat would be warmer.

(i'm breaking and entering)

won't you tell me what you're thinking of?
would you be an outlaw for my love?
if it's so then let me know,
if it's no well i can go.

i won't make you.

joint rolling lessons
inside joke makes no sense
we're laughing.

sneaking out, but not having to.
we're wild, we're rebels.
snoop dogg.
gin and juice, but not.

a lot of this.

there is nothing else to write these days. i have nothing else to say because everyone else has said it anyway. this is all my sloppy work and mind and uncollected things of nothing that all seem to add up into absolutely nothing, just like what i began with. i am not here to understand anything yet i am still trying so hard to know everything ( Read more... )

we always make these words insane, don't we?
we're absolutely ready for the end of everything.

i can't wait until we're frozen in place.
i'll start.

I do plan on forgetting everything I have said in the past.