I don't know why dates don't stick to my memory, just the way it goes I guess. Luckily my daily choices led me to the conversation my sister and I had; in it she reminds me that today is the day Jackie Brown the queen fell down ( Read more... )

I believe a re-introduction into my life is in order ( Read more... )

Perhaps it is the unanimous vote that creates fear. "You are not a failure ( Read more... )

i am not meeting my potential

full of ideas ( Read more... )

a queen fell down
& vitality erupted
twas bright and warm
transparent to senses
suspended in different
dimensions.
no longer kept in by
five senses. free to roam
existence;

 Recently Christa and I left our mountain paradise to visit our family and friends. We have been moving and packing across our country for the past 3 years now, so going back home to see those close to us is old news.   But this time, it was different. It was more rewarding then any other visit; in my entire life really.

I have come to a place of ( Read more... )

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 "if i make it to he pearly gates"

Autumn is here, the weather has complied with the changing of the seasons;  the crisp mornings feel like heaven.
to paraphrase my father in law, autumn is the time to focus on the "I". with the light dimming and the cold winds sweeping through it creates the perfect atmosphere to do some more  digging into that "I" ( Read more... )

 what is self made? what is man made? who are these men that believe ideas of  non- consequence?

there is no black and white. and grey is no better. clarity is a fleeting feeling and 20/20 vision hardly ever exists.

but there are communication bridges, the bright idea of democracy, of a non majority anything. coalitions can be brought to the front ( Read more... )