(Untitled)

[sixfiftytwo]

Sometimes I think we are sent the same circumstance, over and over again, until we finally learn what we were supposed to. Like dating the wrong guy, losing a friendship, or hearing your voice crack at karaoke

Comments

[anonymous]

Hmmmm, maybe not dating the wrong guy, or type of guy. Maybe you are not ready to be dating the right type of guy. Maybe looking inward at what made him the wrong guy, might shed some light on why you are not ready for Mr Right if you had him. I doubt he was that horrible a person if you were with him for 2 years. What made it end? Was it his immaturity or yours? he sure seemed wonderful in all the posts you wrote about him. As i am sure there are tons of great guys out there.....What keeps happening every two years that you are losing them?

[sixfiftytwo]

I think this is a pretty loaded question.

Forget that the entry wasn't about this, but more the collective struggle in which I'm currently submerged... The issue with the previous boyfriend had everything to do with needing to grow, and not being able to focus on me. Especially while I dealt with massive changes, two tragic family deaths, and the need for someone to hold me. Maybe more than he was able.

I won't deny that he was a good man. I will say that I became less and less capable of communicating with him properly, and it ultimately led to incompatibility. I could have tried harder to resolve it, had I not been drowning in sadness, anxiety and fear.

The Ex

[kaci_03]

I didn't like him.
I never met him... but I didn't like him. Sorry 652.

Now this one? Kaci likey.

Maybe it's because we share a nickname. But whatever it is, I get good vibes. Like warm cookies and hugs. The last one felt like someone always telling me to stop playing with my food and tie my shoes tighter.

[laverick]

Sometimes we don't feel ready even for the right man. The timing feels whacked, people are still struggling from broken hearts, we've made so many mistakes in the past. Do we really deserve this? We find it hard to learn to really trust this new situation with this new person, especially when we're feeling so vulnerable and fragile.

I get a very good feeling about your "monkey". Live in the moment, enjoy the ride.