when i was waking up the other day i had the feeling of waking up in my first apartment and i tried to lean into the feeling as if it would stay.

The urge to be prolific only seems to occur at the least convenient times. I seem to have the most interesting ideas when my teacher is reading Shakespeare with appropriate voices for each character. I love people who read aloud. I love people who have distinct characters when they read plays. But something about my endearing little teacher and ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like Alex is my friend, and the only other friend I ever had in the world is dead. I haven't met anyone here yet, even though it's been a few weeks. I don't know if I want to major in music anymore. I don't know that, if I were to change, it would be want I want either. I miss my cat. I miss Casey and Annie and Paul, but we've ( Read more... )

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if i hear the words manipulative and thoughtless as a description of my behavior one more time, i think i may find myself punching through a wall. i am not thoughtless. i have always prided myself on being thoughful, on remembering people, on asking about things, on reminding people that i care about them. the last things i need right now is my ( Read more... )

-driving fast after being stuck in traffic for an unfair amount of time, windows down. also, singing noticeably loud.
-waking up in a very familiar bed
-having hostility disintegrate when drunk on laughter
-waking up in a very familiar set of arms
-drunken crying 'i love you's.
-making many cakes
-alexander

it's been a seemingly interminable time since i've actually felt like writing anything outside of letters for other people. i feel a sort of immediacy and necessity right at this moment, though, for no particular reason. and, conceptually, that makes me very happy. sometimes the least pressing issues ought to be treated with the utmost ( Read more... )

you are responsible forever for what you've tamed.


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here are some overdue prom pictures.


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so i've decided to be like luke and do a bunch of surveys. you know, instead of actually posting anything worthwhile about my life. pretty cool idea ( Read more... )