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drugs.
12:28 i want to make love to brandon boyd.
we should fall asleep at 4:20
do you ever feel the urge to touch......your face?
espanol? es-BUNGHOLE
oxy cotin in my systemmm
"send me you pic"
"laurens taking a shit right now. maybe after that"
"no no no do it now"
"woah..."
the cheap hairspray i found in my basement makes my hair smell so good
i want to devour ( Read more... ) -
Feeling sorry for myself
That's all this post really is, and I admit it ( Read more... ) -
You can have it all, my empire of dirt.
I will let you down;
I will make you hurt.
Eh, life is life.
School is going really well. I hang out at Laurens, I go to grandmas house. Theres kind of a lot of shitty things, but they don't seem that bad in the big scheme of things.
I kind of feel like I'm losing everybody.
Daphne left us after seventh grade, and now is really gone to Pennsylvania.
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wow. that's low.
So I just got stood up. Will Graham, you're an asshole ( Read more... ) -
yah.
Our teachers are striking and I'm going to picket with them tomorrow. I should be asleep.
But it's late at night, so my thoughts have turned to what they always do when it's late - love.
I'm falling hard and fast for someone. He's a freshman, and he's a drum prodigy child. (:
It's the most I've ever felt for someone since Jon, and frankly I'm ( Read more... ) -
I don't enjoy subject lines.
I think I'm getting strep again. It's going around school like bad gossip and I have a tendancy to share food and drink ( Read more... ) -
yeep!
Twenty five weeks. that's terrible. I remember posting twice a day at times on GJ ( Read more... ) -
So my first night of Easter/Spring break was ungodly depresssing.
Let me start by saying that as a small child, I essentially lived at my great-grandparents house.
They were old and retired, and they lived for me. They spoiled me and loved me very, very very much.
When I was 8 or so, my great-grandmother grew sick and died, and my great-grandfather followed a couple of years later.
But most of my childhood had taken ( Read more... ) -
it didn't even kill me when i sat down next to him today.
but.
Lauren wasn't there, and we wound up talking all fucking hour. :/
and just it's so hopeless.
and I swear i could see it in his eyes.
I feel particularly pathetic today.
he can fake it on the internet, but when i'm right next to him it's like he can't push me away.
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eh. so i'll finally spill my guts into LJ about Jon.
I broke up with him awhile ago ( Read more... )