these voices....

[sit_n_spinn]

well. homelife isn't so bad, i have to say. actually, and don't quote me on this, i rather like it. my dad fries some mean eggs&bacon and my ma makes a mean pot of coffee. the animals are cute. they have cable. aside from the metro-to-work thing (takes an hour, ugh), it's just dandy. i do feel a bit bad for calling my ex names in that entry

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seriously

[journalwk]

being alone is fun.--mza.

Re: seriously

[sit_n_spinn]

yeah, i know! i mean i'm not talking about mark here, who's so fucking sweet and wonderful to me and my heart bursts for him, haha sappysappyhappy, rather my previous boyfriend. i ammend what i said previously too, about feeling sorry for him. i don't. i think he sucks for punching holes in walls and lying about it. that behaviour is unacceptable.

but being alone like in my parents' house? that's still fine. i still like it. i have a tiny tv in my room and at night i can lie in bed drinking wine and flipping through channels. simple pleasures, my friend. i like that the house is clean and i never have to socialize with anyone if i don't feel like it. but i do get bored sometimes.

bad intentions

[journalwk]

>i think he sucks for punching holes in walls and lying about it.

yeah, that sucks. I've done worse (except did not lie about it), but that still sucks. Th challenge is how to not let unacceptable behaviour define who you are. How to not go from "doing something sucky" to "being someone who sucks."

As for lying, it's very odd and pathological to lie in th face of obvious evidence to th contrary. I tend to lie only about things that no one can disprove, and often only for amusement, not to benefit myself. I KNOW, WHAT'S TH POINT, RIGHT? IF TH LIAR DOESN'T BENEFIT IN ANY WAY? You got me there.

>i like that the house is clean and i never have to socialize with anyone if i don't feel like it.

These things are not to be underestimated.--mza.