Title: Something Lost
Author :
siriusmoonliteChallange: AWDT
Prompt: 'Where were you last night?' (Changed to I know where you were last night) and 'I want coffee.
Word count: 168
Rating: PG
Original fic - reference to Brokeback, but not a Brokeback fanfic.
A/N: This is the sequel to: 'I am Flesh and Blood' and 'My Contrition'.
I am Flesh and Blood My Contrition When will I learn? Will it always be like this? Why not take what is offered…to hell with the consequences?
Were we best friends or were we much more? Only too late do I realize that I may be wrong. Only too late do I realize that you are my love, my heart and my soul. And I sent you away.
You called just to hear my voice. You told me you had met someone to fill the hours. You said you were content, but I heard you crying.
I am happy for you…..this is how it must be. It is much too late for what could have been. You are my Jack……But you need your Ennis.
I know where you were last night and who slept in your arms.
Oh fuck, I want coffee, no I need coffee. Let me wake to see the rays of dawn. Let me bask in the warmth of the new day…..for I must…..