ok i tried.... i cant do it...i just cant...he is not for me... i cant do this any longer... if i cant be in the room with him and not want to scream, then i think its time to just let it go.its not fair to me when my parents tell me to stay with him so i can go to school. why spend the two years of being miserable? i cant. it will be over soon, ( Read more... )

does wayne brady need to choke a bitch? lol im not pissed i just still think that saying is funny.

lol, my kid is a redneck.lol she likes country. thats too much, its funny as hell. she dances to redneck women,lol. im bored, obivoiusly. seems like many people not interested in hanging out with me or something. *shrug* guess im not fun anymore. id come out into town if i had a reason to, like someone to chill with. im not hanging out at crack ( Read more... )

not that i dont love him i do, and i know he loves me too. but i don't think i will change my name.he tries hard to make me happy. but its hard for the both of us cuz we got stuff to work out. no realtionship is perfect. time will heal the wounds. everybody makes mistakes. we will get through this with or without the ring. the ring dont' mean shit ( Read more... )

maybe this damn thing will not eat my entry like it does EVERY FUCKING TIME!!!!!oh my bad, didnt mean to vent,lol breath.......ah...ok. yeah i got probs but then again who doesnt? gotta get on the ball and move on with my life. and yet i cant take a step forward or backward. i'm stuck in the same place.i guess things will never change.....man will ( Read more... )

haha i made a journal.haha