and the tears running down my face burn my skin....
ok i tried.... i cant do it...i just cant...he is not for me... i cant do this any longer... if i cant be in the room with him and not want to scream, then i think its time to just let it go.its not fair to me when my parents tell me to stay with him so i can go to school. why spend the two years of being miserable? i cant. it will be over soon, and in the end i will cry, he will never forgive me, and that will be the end. then who knows after that. if he wants to see his daughter that is fine he can come over any time, but it will be for her not me, and that is fine.