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[sinksinkships]

going back and reading my last three journal entries... they were all about guys I thought I cared about. guys i thought i loved, guys i would do "anything" for. I didn't know what love was then, and I'm not even sure I know what it's like now. I haven't written a damn thing in over a year. I used to write about things I thought of, things and

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[jackofhearts]

I've gained weight. I don't look how I used to look when I felt like I could get pretty much everyone I wanted.

I'm glad you wrote in here again, I see you on facebook here and there but its not the same as here. For the record I think you look great with whatever weight you might have gained, maybe you were too skinny!?..lol And yea I'm pretty sure you could snag any guy you set your sights on. You have the most beautiful eyes, as sexy as you might be dressed in pictures you post and what not I'm always drawn to your eyes.

Oh and don't worry about pleasing him, be yourself, don't be what he wants, if it works it works if it doesn't he isn't the right one. I always hate those sayings like "you have to work at a relationship" etc. etc. fuck that I don't want a relationship to be work, I want it to be fun and enjoyable, work is neither, so it just works or its over for me.

[sinksinkships]

it's amazing how people you don't even know can make you feel a thousand times better than you did before. Thank you very much