Random post of me "6" years ago

[sinistertim101]

I tried this once or twice with going into a random year and reposting an old story. Their are things you forget and shows where you have been through.

... from my happy times (which turn out were not as bright as I thought re-reading it)

"I have a job!No you all did not missread that. I finally got hired since I moved to California. I will be

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[redheadgirl74]

Did you have a baby girl?

[sinistertim101]

She may have had a miscarraige before we divorced. She really wanted one badly.

Oddly I saw some pyschic again who said the same thing much more recent. Maybe I am destined to have a little girl .... just with a different woman.

I do not know.

Well I got cat named princess who was practically my little girl who stared at me do homework all day and loved me and got jealous if I spent too much time with her kids. lol

[pixiebelle]

Hmm I just might do this. Though I know about where I was this time two years ago and it's only slightly different. Three years? Oh boy. Major differences.

Ironically, I'm talking to my boyfriend a lot about moving from California. I love some things here, but the lack of decent paying jobs and cost of rent are killing us.

[sinistertim101]

Yeah the recession really started in 2006 in Fl and California. The good news is you can get something cheap in the inland empire that I couldn't back in 2006 when shacks were still selling for $400,000. They are now $120,000 again.

I moved to California with such and hope and optimism. That is gone today and it really blows as I still view that timeframe as the best of my life. Maybe my life lesson from that was appreciate what I had. I did not appereantly :-(

We divorced as I became the opposite of that and cared more about money than spending time with her. It turned into a complete 180 after several years of this shit and stress over and over as we blamed each other. What a shame