turn for the worst this kid i know jrod isnt gonna make it and this kid i kinda new dyed = / im wicked upset i didnt need any more problems i feel so bad like shit i guess shawn die instantly and jrod was pined in a bus hit them no one needed this so close to x miss my heart goes out to the familys.

shot down.

ouch.

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i fell blank like i have no thoughts just dead from the inside out theres been so much bad it seems like good is so far away i try and try to make things better and all i seem to do is fuck things up something good is gonna happen then something happens and its never for the good im not the same person at this point i just feel pissed off and angry ( Read more... )

im so confused about the future and whats going to happen next i cant take anymroe shit i need something good to happen

so these last few days have been kinda hard my job ended so i got to wait for the next one and i got no clue when its gonna come up again so that kinda sucks i got a job at a car shop but the money isnt as good so that kinda sucks but its fun to work on cars i need to fix mine i went out to eat and when i came back someone moved all my wires in my ( Read more... )

so life is alright i guess it could go alot better the money problem in the family still sucks im gonna be losing my internet on friday along with the phones house and cell so that sucks alot lol i guess i got to look at the best in all this at least i wake up alive every morning heh the roofing job is going good its really hard work but it pays ( Read more... )

yep it sucks getting up this early lol fuck i feel like im going to school again but school doesnt pay 110$ a day i guess i got the better end of the deal lol still fuck its early

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so jordan got a job im gonna build houses its good money its gonna be hard work but what ever ill tough it out i got to save up for my ca18det help my parents out the real world sucks alot lol at least im not in school if i was in school i would die i should be getting my ged soon i have a pre test coming up everyone that has taken it that i know ( Read more... )