Why is it that I feel so sad even though everyone has shown me so much love today?

The diffused laugher and
tones fluctuating in pitch from high to
low
some friday nights I wonder
which
walls the voices filter through
number 6? number 8?
Does the cranky older asian lady, sometimes
show herself in a different light?
The pensive, jittery guy who works the
night shift at the local casino?
Who always returns the most hesitant smile.
He ( Read more... )

The tub was filling
dead skin cells pooling around my ankles
I pulled some hair from the drain
and stubbed my toe as I
slipped into a split
across the floor
there was kiley watching,
patiently waiting.
she likes to lick whats left
closest thing to fresh morning dew
for an animal in captivity.

I used to not like the ( Read more... )

When time equals zero and
distance equals time.
The magpie waits
on dew filled brances
strewn across a
burdened sky.

I made it to Pullman WA after my roadtrip with Kate. We only got annoyed with eachother a little bit and then brown liquor and wine made everything all better.

I cut myself up trying to mountain bike in the Grand Tetons, and other than that only a little sweat and tears. :)

I'll post pictures later! Love.

Today I questioned my existence ( Read more... )

I have never felt so betrayed by my own emotions for a person in my life. I feel utterly disgusted and just in shock.

How can someone be so selfish and so cold hearted and two-faced?

I don't want to get over you. I guess I could take ( Read more... )

Since none of you live in Blacksburg I feel comfortable letting you all know that Matt and I are not dating anymore as of this morning. This is going to be very tough for me to deal with but hopefully I've made the right decision to end things.

Love.