How is it that someone can hate so much about themself? Does anyone every really truly feel comfortable with who they are and the mistakes they make and the way they look. Nothing ever seems to be satisfied. I feel like I fuck up all the time; it's like, i say i'll do something and then i turn around and do what the problem was in the first place. ( Read more... )

It seems as though I always choose to write in this journal after a while of NOT writing in this journal. I guess I'm not what you would call much of a journal writer. I have to be in the mood for it, and less than often does that happen. I guess when you have a lot going on in your life, you gotta put it down somewhere so you don't explode in your ( Read more... )

Freshmen year of college...CHECK! Wow, this year has been a rollercoaster, but I made it through!!

First day of summer:

1. haircut
2. work
3. gym
4. ??? But who cares cuz i don't have school!!

Livejournal...you must miss me because I haven't updated in a while ( Read more... )

Some people just suck...

Ok wow! My journal is all over the place. First, the month is off...this is a May day update..haha..May Day. Wow, i'm a freak. Second, those alphabet letters are screwed to the max ( Read more... )

a - age: 19
b - band listening to right now: well...Kanye, not really a band                   c - career future: hopefully tourism PR or entertainment PR...if not that, a famous singer!                                                                                                         d - dad's name: robert
e - easiest person to talk to: lauryn
f ( Read more... )

We must be happy with ourselves ( Read more... )

Oh man. It is hella late, and I still have yet to finish my speech that technically is due tomorrow. Last time I spoke, I was in the second group (second day) so really, I'm supposed to go on the second day again, but tomorrow is the first day. Maybe I'll just pray that he has sign ups on the board for speakers and I won't have to go up and put my ( Read more... )

Everything feels so weird. I don't even know how to explain it. It just feels weird. I feel weird. And all I do is cry about it. I just don't like anything about myself right now. And worst of all...I still have yet to like the way I look. Even having a boyfriend, someone that loves you, can't help you feel better about your body all the time. He ( Read more... )