Dear live journal,
I nearly cried on a bus today.
I have been seeing someone in the city which has left me physically sick.
I had an ex-prisoner come on to me.
I miss spending time with my dad.
I got an email that made me feel bad all over again.

I think I want to see my family in England and cuddle my cousin and tell her everything is going to be

My faith in little old ladies has been shaken. I have been doing some volunteer work with my mum at a retirement village/ nursing home and we took two ladies out for lunch today and Olive started making fun of Jill and calling her ugly and that she sticks out her tongue like a baby (she sticks her tongue out because she had a stroke and can't help ( Read more... )

My boss gave me no hours this week. I am pissed.

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I am sick and grumpy.

I have the tape of House Fliss. We have to watch it when I don't feel like dying in the nose.

A boy kissed me last night and I didn't kiss him back because I don't want physical contact.
Now the last boy that kissed me is a random at the scottsman and things feel tainted.

I've got no deeds to do, no promises to keep
I'm dappled and drowsy and ready to sleep
Let the morning time drop all its petals on me

Life I love you, all is groovy.

Last night was a release. I talked and got emotions out and then I went and saw the tribute to Jimmy and went and put my feet in the water at the art gallery like we used to and I cried and I remembered things and I understood that I am sad now but things are going to get better ( Read more... )

I thought of Jimmy ( Read more... )

My brother got hit by a rock that someone threw out of a car and now his toe is ripped up and broken.

I have spent the last couple of days COVERED in olive brine, the texture of which is very much like mucus. Hello new working environment.

My mum comes home in 12 days and I couldn't be happier.

My aunties dogs are driving me insane.

BAH.