Woah, this is pretty much exactly how I've been feeling!! :o I didn't think you would ever feel that way given the way things have been going lately (i.e. how gosh-darn 'POPULAR' you are!), but I don't think it's entirely a bad thing for you. After a couple of years of partying it necessarily gets old. It's probably a good sign that you want to take a break; it means you're looking after yourself and not faking things. Not everyone is naturally outgoing, if it's not the way you feel then you shouldn't feel pressure to be like that. Take a break and if you feel like it, go back to dancing and laughing with strangers who are just friends you haven't met yet, haha, but if you don't feel like it, well it's all just part of growing up and figuring out who you are. Don't feel pressure to smile and laugh just so people don't worry. That's extra stress you really don't need. Just focus on being you, because you are a thoroughly lovely person. If you want someone to hang out with low key, get in touch because I have also turned my back on
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Are you doing anything sunday night and if not I propose a movie sleepover. May I suggest your humble abode because my vcr isn't working therefore we can't watch the house tape. I can bring Harold and Maude and we can drink wine and have a potato bake of some form. But if you are doing something then we shall save this adventure for another day.
PS. My phone is not very reliable at the moment so internet is the way to go for communications.
Oh I totally sent you an SMS about THE BIGGEST SOOK today. Oh well. I'm pretty sure I'm free on Sunday so pencil me in! Nowadays I make PASTA BAKES but potatoes could be nice for a change. Either way I still have the vegetarian nuggets!
Touching people is my number one problem with being out at night - which is why I'm always drunk when I am. That's also why I prefer Amps from 2.30am-> because the crowd has thinned, so I have space to dance.
Do not pretend. No-one who cares bears any ill-will against you for being unhappy, and anyone who does is a toothless jerk who will be crushed to death by a pack of rabid rhinocerii.
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PS. My phone is not very reliable at the moment so internet is the way to go for communications.
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Do not pretend. No-one who cares bears any ill-will against you for being unhappy, and anyone who does is a toothless jerk who will be crushed to death by a pack of rabid rhinocerii.
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