Thinking of you today, hon. Even though you were expecting this, it's still hard.
Don't beat yourself up about not being able to tell your family 'no'. Families can be tough to deal with, and sadly it can be hard to get them to see that you've grown up and aren't still a teen.
And it you're a bit depressed it wouldn't be surprising, given everything you've had to deal with this year. Try to be kind to yourself, remember that you are a unique and wonderful person, and it will get better, I promise.
I hope you got through the day with the minimal of discomfort considering the situation and feeling you can't 'escape' the family expectations. I've been there, where you feel compelled, obligated even when it's the last thing you want to do or last place you want to be. We all mourn in our own, personal ways and you probably need the time to grieve alone - some people want the comfort of others, you want the comfort of solitude, that's only natural. I hope in time you get that.
And the tatoos sound like a lovely way to remember your father and a lovely something you can have with you always. Love and hugs hun, be strong, take each day as it comes - you get through things like this one hour at a time x
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Don't beat yourself up about not being able to tell your family 'no'. Families can be tough to deal with, and sadly it can be hard to get them to see that you've grown up and aren't still a teen.
And it you're a bit depressed it wouldn't be surprising, given everything you've had to deal with this year. Try to be kind to yourself, remember that you are a unique and wonderful person, and it will get better, I promise.
*hugs*
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If you need hugs and a fluffy fan fic please let me know.
Lots of love you are going to get through this.
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I honestly don't think I'll ever feel like an adult around my family. Maybe it just takes that first NO to really do it? I believe in you :)
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And the tatoos sound like a lovely way to remember your father and a lovely something you can have with you always. Love and hugs hun, be strong, take each day as it comes - you get through things like this one hour at a time x
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