July 30th I have surgery.

I've been waiting for this since March when the doctors told me that I'd have to have it if I wanted any hopes of getting pregnant and having kids.

So, I tell my mom and sister and their response was as if I told them something so mundane. There was no real excitement concern about it ( Read more... )

Maybe next time, less planning and more just doing stuff...or doing nothing ( Read more... )

Went to the Ob-GYN today.

It was very eye-opening and I'm glad I asked my regular dr to make the appt for me to see the Ob.

There is a very high possibility that I have PCOS.

There is an equally high possibility that my mom had it as well as my sister and my niece could have it as well.

Why?

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I didn't mean to go MIA since Jan 7 ( Read more... )

Just wondering
How often do you feel utterly worn down?
I don't know. A couple of times a week?

What makes you nervous?
Letting people down? But then I get to a point where I don't GAF and I'm going to do what I'm going to do.

Do most people tend to overestimate or underestimate you?Probably both. Kim's sister says that she doesn't "give me ( Read more... )

This quarantine bites.

Happy 38 to me.

I got to celebrate jointly, like I have the last 5 years or so, with my niece Jasmine. She turned 24 on Sunday.

Here's a group shot before we had Korean BBQ (which I love now).


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Its been a while...possibly first time ever...that I've done a personal post, but OMG I'm so anxious about my first video therapy appointment tomorrow morning ( Read more... )

Of course, it would take a fucking pandemic for me to post again. And of course, it’s over a year too ( Read more... )

so apparently the last time I updated was January 21st, and that wasn't even a real update, but an H50 fic rec ( Read more... )

My mom has a new 'do! I think it's a bit on the drastic side, both in style and color, but it sort of suits her.

( lookin' good mom! )