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[simply_pagan]

It tears out a bit of the heart every time he walks out that door. I think I'm actually trying to be an alcoholic. Well, not trying, just simply realizing the path I'm on but doing nothing to change it. Drinks every night after work with Brie and Dan and whoever else decides to show up, drinks when I get home to cry into my pillow, sometimes

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I hate to write you here in your journal, but I couldn't find your email address...

[djpynki]

I appreciate your audience in this and all my journals. DjPynki is an old journal that didn't work out because people who knew me in real life found it and began to try to use it against me malisciously. The journal that you know me best in is super-secret. The things I write in that journal I would never want anyone I know in real life to read. That's why I deleted your comment in DjPynki. I hope I haven't offended you. You were so sweet and thoughtful. Amberly is one of my little brother's friends and she really is a good girl at heart, but in all these years I have discovered that she really doesn't pick her alliances very well. I like her, but it's better that she lose interest in me rather than try to reconcile. She did know me in highschool and she used to have a crush on me. She's my little brother's good friend and I'm casual friends with her older sister. Sometimes things end badly. The least we can hope for is that they end quietly.
Thank you again,
and love,
Vivian

Re: I hate to write you here in your journal, but I couldn't find your email address...

[simply_pagan]

Oh! I am so sorry, I know the situation. That's why none of my contact information is on livejournal. I feel so bad! I'm sorry. My email address is sylvie_moon@yahoo.com. This won't happen again, I'll keep my responses to your private journal, I was only trying to help. I hope everything works out.
Peace,
Sylvie