I haven't updated this journal in about eight months. Reason being this journal was like the shed skin of my old life-the life with Mikie in it ( Read more... )

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Let me tell you...I have never been so deeply moved by any love story so much as the one of Haku and Zabuza in Naruto...I just fought off two hours of extreme emotional frailty and the complete urge to burst into tears at the mere thought of them. I don't know why...it seems pathetic, I know...but it's so sad and beautiful.

In the unlikely event that somebody reads my journal; Happy New Years.

"The Real Folk Blues" on the end of Cowboy Bebop is an awesome song, man. I highly suggest you download it. If not, you can find it easily on the Windows Media Player Media guide.

i miss you more than when you were mine

(morose banjo plucking ensues)

I hate my life.

I'm making a cessation of all further Livejournal updates until such time as I deem they are needed again. This probably won't be until next spring or summer, maybe even until I go to college. Even then, I think I'd rather start a new one.

Adeiu, adeiu;

Its all over. Its all over. I've suffered, bled, and died, and now I lay in interminable, unbreakable grief. Nothing can help. Nothing save horrible revenge. So I will lay here till my eyes are cracked and bloody, and I will lay here while cruel love springs into the chill autumn air, blossoms, withers, and dies with the unmerciful realization that ( Read more... )

Yesterday I gave you black. Here is the white. It is just as frequent and fleeting as the black, and where the black can come forth from the slightest gesture between the two swans in question, the white can come from the slightest gesture of concern and care one of them towards myself ( Read more... )

It's all better now. The boo-boo has a band-aid on it. The ceremony of fire took place. Ben is my friend, Mikie is my friend, Mary is my friend, Lindsay is my friend. My hair is wet and my heart is one again; scar tissue as white as the future covering the fractures ( Read more... )