I'm glad you did decide to write. Admitting these things is good for the soul and will help you realize that what you want to change isn't just a feeling, but it's a specific set of problems
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thank you for your words of advice. but i must clarifiy one part i am clean of drugs have been for a year or so. NA is court ordered. as far as alchol i am working on that i am also making a honest effort to stop smoking also. once again think you for your words of wisdom
I am involved in this life of yours you call a nightmare. When you buy that plane ticket or get into your truck and leave, you're leaving our future together behind. I want to be able to say that I was there for you and all the things you had to go through, I went through with you, but I'm not going to be a convenience fuck until you get to the girl in West Virginia who might have your true feelings.
that was not how that was supposed to come across thats not what im doing and your not just a "convenience fuck" that was just my feelings at the time. it was a journal entry and dosnt mean im going to drive away or buy a plane ticket. i was afraid you would take it that way and had already talked to a couple people who understood it for what it is and did not read into it. if you cant take my entries as entries and not personally i can make them private where you cant see them. or you can stop reading them. that was not ment to hurt you it dose not mean im waiting for another girl or im going to run away for another girl...
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anyone want to help me out here
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