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In the last few months my passion for the thing that makes me want to breath in live, MY WRITING, has fallen away. There has been too much other junk being shoved at me and around me that I did the unforgivable. I pushed my writing to the side. I did this because I was busy trying to help those I care about, but now its time for me again. My ( Read more... )

I've spent the last few hours thinking very hard about how I want things in my life. I realized that the path things are on is NOT what i want. So I do what I can to change it. I end what needs ened and I love on, no matter how much that may hurt. But if honesty and love is not there, then I can not put myheart into the fire anymore.

my heart hurts....

Tooo much drama.... life is full of it. No matter where you turn it hits you like a bat. this person says this that person says that and suddenly you ae stuck in the middle of a place you never asked to bein the first place, wondering how to get out with your skin still in place. All I can say is that from today on I AM NOT A PART OF IT. things ( Read more... )

:) I get my new computer tomorrow whoott!!! I have been looking for work (not much luck), talking to my mom (better luck) and spending time with my husband (very good) lately. I'm sorry if ive been lacking in updating just hate using other persons computer to do things. Now that I have my own again I will try to update more often. Hope everyone ( Read more... )

Im here, worried, but here. And everything is going well i have an interview on wednesday morning. would be really cool if i get the job. i love it here even if i have been here a week and still havent seent he water.

Last night at 7:30pm EST a man I always thought immortal passed away. I am finding it hard to deal with moving on and continuing with the plans I have made for the next few weeks. I only have 6 days until I leave San Francisco for good. :) Things are not going to be easy with this move, but I also know that it will be worth it. So for now I sit ( Read more... )

Counting down now.... 11 days and I am free of San Francisco, heading clear across the country to a place i have never been Jacksonville Florida. I hiope it is a good thing... but i know it cant be worse than here... wish me luck world.... the fight lives on.

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