Well i went for my very first job interview thingy today. it was interesting to say the least. there were like 20 people all applying for differant jobs there and stuff. hope i get a job. that'd be awsome.. heh im nervous now. just hope none of the interviewers saw my scars. that wouldnt be good o_O ( Read more... )

Had a fairly good day today. miss bourne wasnt at school today so i had to spend two fucking music lessons with the freaky teacher with no eyebrows. let me explain this teachers ugliness. shes about in her mid to late 50's i reckon, she has messy hair tied up in a ponytail on the side of her head her makeup looks like drag, and she wears clothes ( Read more... )

haven't eaten anything since thursday... i'm so happy about that :) I feel physically exhusted though. ahh the price of sucess :P lol. Going to perform at the Centenary Rocks! festival with the choir tomorrow. i dont even know what songs were singing yet. well the lion kings pretty obvious cos we've performed/recorded that about 6 times in less ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking fat... this afternoon i had a friend over so i HAD to eat as to not make her suspicious, cos her mum knows mine. then i ate like 300 cals for dinner, and when i tried to purge, i couldn't so i kept trying and trying and all i got up was blood! not that i could care less about what happens on the inside. i just want to cut so badly. i ( Read more... )

I've just been thinking about some stuff that happened a while ago when i went on a school trip to sydney. i was running late that morning and forgot my happy pills so i did something i really regret. i wrote this pretty soon after it happened and alot of stuff happened after thats made me see it in a new light, but seeing as that was how i felt at ( Read more... )

well this is my first livejournal entry ever. thought it would be interesting to write my thoughts on an online journal rather than a paper one that my family could find ( Read more... )