I had a very dark dream
Last night, my dream was incredibly dark.

In the dream, I was attending, what I thought, was some religious retreat.  Only this was no ordinary 'religious retreat'.

The congregation (somehow was filled with people from former schools, ( Read more... )

 One year ago today, I was in the hospital and I was receiving my bone marrow transplant ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in a long time ( Read more... )

Yesterday, I attended my friend Greg's Wedding.  It was so far the best wedding I've been too ( Read more... )

A couple of weeks ago, I began to experience lots of pain in my side, and I needed to have Ultra-Strength Tyenol to sleep or to make it through the day.  Well....I phoned the doctor to make an appointment..which was yesterday.  I still had to endure the whole weekend with this pain.

On Sunday...my mom noticed a small tiny white-head appear on the ( Read more... )

One morning last week, I woke up to find this somewhat large lump on my back. It feels really solid. Last night, around midnight, I suddenly am unable to take any deep breaths without it hurting. Normal breathing is fine, but at a certain point, it begins to hurt. I've been needing to take Extra Strength tyanol to tolerate the pain.

Found a survey on therpgqueen's LJ ( Read more... )

Lately, I've been feeling really bad to the point of depression. I feel that I've pushed a lot of people away from me for various reasons. Now, I have no contact information to those people so that I can apologize to them. I really wish I could. I also wish I knew what do to now....I want to apologize but I can't

Well, I've been in the hospital for a week, and I have to say, it sucks ass. I'm on dialup speed (which means nothing more then text and chat, I can't even audio-chat.) I'll be here another 3 weeks.

Message me if you need to.

I have been given some dates from the hospital:

Feb. 6: I get Admitted into the hospital. I start my month long stay. I also start a 5 day cycle of chemotherapy.
Feb 13: Bone Marrow Transplant date.
March 6: I am possibly released from the hospital