At 17, looking at the world from out my civic’s classroom window, I thought I could handle anything. I thought life would magically get interesting and exciting once I graduated and got away from my hometown but… But it didn’t. If anything it got even more boring and lonely.

At 17 I thought anything was possible. At the age of 20?

I wasn’t sure ( Read more... )

Stolen from Sara, because it sounds like a good idea. (Or a nice sounding bad idea, okay? Okay.)
Strike-outs are done. (Aaaand, since it's technically Tuesday RIGHT NOW I can do the first one in Study Hall. Bitch yes.)
This is going to hurt. A lot. But I know it's going to help a lot too, so I'm going to stick through it and deal, because time heals ( Read more... )

The girl sat, simply sat and never swung, on the rusty old swing at the park. Not a soul knew why, nor did they take time to ask her name, they marched past the blonde girl like soldiers to war; their minds were focused on one thing, and that one thing only, and it would be their undoing one day.

The girl knew this, the populations undoing, ( Read more... )

There is nothing that refreshes you more than dancing in the rain and screaming out dorky, adorable lyrics at the top of your voice.
I feel so damn free.

But Dad is staring at me funny because I came in giggling at the top of my voice and soaked head-to-toe and he thinks I've lost my mind.
My sister totally agrees with him.
But my mind isn't ( Read more... )

Title: A Game of Pretend
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts
Pairings: NONE (how did this happen???)
Rating: K+ (once again, how did I mange this???)
Warnings: um... None. Again. I am so on a roll. XD

( Demyx was reminded of this every time he looked at Roxas. )

I hate it when you get instantly and incredibly sad for no reason.
It's annoying and depressing and I wish it wouldn't happen before science class...
It's hard enough as is to pay attention, I don't need to add minor depression in with it.
It'll probably be gone in five minutes, though, I'm sort of bi-polar-ish like that...

*sigh*
...
*eye roll*

Wow, ( Read more... )

I hate them.
So so so so so much.

And I hate how I clingclingcling to people.
I just... I can't let them go.
They're mine.
They're a part of my family, of my life.

He's duel-enrolling next year.
Year after that he's starting up training.
By the time he graduates high school he'll be ready to actually go in the fucking Army and fly helicopters.
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title: once upon a time's
note: I hoped this would get some thoughts out of my head so I could sleep. And all it's made me do is cry.

( some times when you fall you're too tired to get back up again )

Yelling at the TV is only so much fun when you have to 'child-safe' your words.
Like, why can't my sister go somewhere else so i can cuss the TV/video game out already?

RAWR, DO WHAT I WISH OF YOU ADORABLE SORA.
STOP HAVING OPINIONS THAT CLASH WITH MY OWN!!!!

...oh well, at least Riku is on the screen.
Or was, he's gone now.
Dammit.

I'll probably edit ( Read more... )

 Can't I just have ONE DAY where I'm perfectly and honestly happy for the ENTIRE day?
Really, this is beyond frustrating!

( drabbley gook )