why do i have so much trouble letting go
ill never admit defeat.

i like options
if all else fails...fall like a tree, as in over

shattered glass and b52s.
kill the messenger.
random.

dumbmud
dumbmud
worthless.
UW Madison.

it is past my bedtime

 it seems that i only check/update my lj is when i am at work. 
i wonder why that is. 
i am on the computer daily. 
huh

Christmas break 07/08

i look forward to a new year.

lately ive been reading a lot.
i forgot how much i like to read when it isnt required. 
im reading Diary by Chuck Palahniuk. 
so far i really like it.

i think i am going to take lots of ( Read more... )

 i have neglected entries for far too long, its updating time ( Read more... )

i think the  answer to these crazy dreams of mine is no caffiene...

my dreams embareass me. hah.

shit. fuck. long weekend.

what was i thinking

i want some more FREESTYLIN!!!!!!

Karkov and Coke

LOVE.

school is hard. problem solving is not a strong point of mine. (in more than one aspect of my life) but i am enjoying all these projects rather than essays and tests and that bullshit ( Read more... )

me = 18!! woot  woot.

Happy birthday to me!

im tired of this whole ordeal ( Read more... )

last night i was kidnapped by devil worshipers. fuck you satin, you cock sucker!

i know i have been a negligent lj user as well as a negligent friend.

are you all happy?
i miss you terribly?
but do i pick up a phone?
no.

television is comforting. king of queens and Seinfeld. hours keep passing.

phone never rings.

I am taking lots of drawing classes. drawing nudes and whatnot.

i hope i am ready to compare myself to everyone. critiques ( Read more... )