he really left me.

[sillyboi16]

I cannot believe he really left me. Today is the end of an era. He says this is not going to be permanent. He says we will still see each other. That he is going to come and visit all the time. As soon as his bills are taken care of, he'll be back. But....I just don't believe it. I want it to be true. I really do. I want nothing more than for him

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*sigh*

[markybointx]

you have to know this is hard for me too...i got here and unpacked my car and stuff then went to dinner and whatever, well when i got back and sat on the bed and watched grey's anatomy i didnt want to do anything else when it was over. i eventually put up my computer and then just stared at it...i started to cry..not tears flowing but there were a couple. i don't want to be here at all. im hopin it'll get better after this first week and whatnot. i don't want to unpack anything. the only thing i have done is the computer. everything else is still in boxes and bags. most of me wants to come back but i know that right now i cant. i want to be like your aunt too, more than you know. it hurt me to leave you and rocco and you have to know that. i love you. try to find somethin to make you happy.