that's some fucked up shit, man. i can definitely see you in a more professional atmosphere. i hope you can find one.
you're not the only one who's future isn't looking bright. i'm freakin' out, too, man. i also don't really have any friends anymore. will you be my friend?
there have been times in my life where I have found myself asking the same questions, having been bounced between family members all my life.
i guess the only thing I can really tell you is what I learned to convince myself of. Home is wherever you make it.
and I know from experience that it is difficult, and god damned frustrating when things don't seem to fit, but things will be alright as long as you keep trying.
ah well. I hope that my ramblings make sense and are of some help to you.
Hi Elliotto! I clicked a button and it took me here. I must say I was a little upset myself when I read this entry. I feel partially responsible. You mentioned being depressed yesterday and now I feel bad for not prying. I know I havn't been around as much...ever, but I still love you, stick up for you, and most importantly, believe in you. Like you've been through some shit man but you havn't given up. I think that's what happened to Jonny and that's why he got put in prison. He was just so depressed he didn't care anymore obviously by his drinking habits nad just the reckless behavior. Ha I know you know this, I mean I've lived with you for like a year and a half but I'm proud of you and I always wished I had whatever it is that makes you keep moving on becasue then I'd be unstoppable and no one could control my reign of terror. I was thinking about waking you up with a hug and telling you all this but I think I'll just go wake you up and make you get cigarettes or something
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oh. && i promise i wont ever try and poison you with fish in your burrito if you dont try and poison me with cotton balls in mine.
i miss you ell.
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you're not the only one who's future isn't looking bright. i'm freakin' out, too, man. i also don't really have any friends anymore. will you be my friend?
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i guess the only thing I can really tell you is what I learned to convince myself of.
Home is wherever you make it.
and I know from experience that it is difficult, and god damned frustrating when things don't seem to fit, but things will be alright as long as you keep trying.
ah well. I hope that my ramblings make sense and are of some help to you.
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