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[silhouettez]

So I was workin on my car last night right? 'N it's comin along pretty good. I got both back quarter panels sanded and the roof sanded when Heath calls. She's bored, as usual, but that's okay cause I've been wantin to talk to her for a while now. We're just talkin about a few things and I'm workin on the front end when I ask her if she wants to get

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[thisveryminute]

a kiss on the cheeck huh?

[silhouettez]

It was part of the arrangement, it wasn't anything like that. Don't get any ideas, Amber. I'm not tryin to steal your boyfriend.

[thisveryminute]

part of an arrangement? that's bullshit. i bet you wouldn't fucking appreciate it if your boyfriend was kissing girls on their cheecks.

[silhouettez]

Actually, he does. And I don't care. You're too protective of him. It's a friendship thing, not a lovers thing. It's bullshit that you expect him to excommunicate all his friends from his life because he's goin out with you. He's afraid to even hang out with Chris Heart cause he thinks you'll get pissed. You can't control him and you shouldn't be able to. He's a free man, he can do what he wants. It's not your place to tell him what to do. You're not his mom.

[slantednightsky]

Yeah the kisses on our cheeks had no feeling behind it. It was a fun thing to just randomly do so we threw that in there. Girls kiss my boyfriend on the cheek all the time but I trust him enough to not do a god damned thing with them. If you think that you can twist him around your finger like you have then you're rediculously self-involved and think that you are better than everyone else. You can't force people to bend to your every whim. That's how the fuck you get people hating you and I'm sure that you have plenty of people that hate you behind your back. So watch your tongue. Especially if I'm ever in your fucking presence. I will not hold back any sudden violent urges. I'm not someone to make a negative comment to. Let him have his god damn space, not like you don't have enough of your own to make up for the both of you. I think you're a domineering bitch and I never met you, but from what others have said then I cand amn well make that statement. I can;t believe you suspect us of trying to steal your boyfriend when he loves you

[thisveryminute]

ok seriously, i've never met you and if you knew anything it's the other way around. and you are right you don't know me so how dare you say those things. i don't even know who you are so this dosn't really matter to me what you said because you don't know anything about what's going on with me and chris. but, i don't appreciate it at all and i seriously think that you are mistaken. i really wish that you knew me better than you think because i really don't like it when people think of me like that. but i guess you just judge people before you get to know them and i'm sorry that you are like that. you can skip over some really great people without even getting to know them. but, that's about all i have to say to you. and please don't question if i've ever been loyal to chris, i would never do anything behind his back.

[slantednightsky]

One like I said... I have never met you but from what I've heard from people I've come to realize that you must be like that since more than one person have said something about how you treat him. Chris has said nothing about the way you treat him. It's the people looking from the outside in. I don't normally judge people. I wait to get to know them after a few times and then analyze how it's going to be later down the line. I have stuck up for you on two occassions until I started hearing more and more. I'm sorry that's my opinion. Maybe one day you'll have the chance to prove me wrong. But I can't say anything else about what happens. I shouldn't have even replied to this because I don't want things between you and Chris to get more complicated. I'm a friend of his now and I just want what's in his best interest as I'm sure you do. So therefore there is something in common between us.

[silhouettez]

If one more comment is posted on this entry I'm going to delete the comment. I told Chris that i would end this war between the three of us, and that's what I'm gonna do. If you guys wanna fight this out then get eachothers screen names and rip at eachother all you fuckin want. But don't continue this on here. I realize that I am the one who started this little tiff, but this entry was not written to start a fight. It was written for the same reason every other entry i've written was, to get my thoughts down in writting so it can me analyze what I'm thinking. I put it as public so I can get other people's opinions. I now have both your opinions and you both have eachothers as well as my own. This war is not going to continue in this form and I'm sorry that it's lasted this long. That's not the point of my entries. Like I said, any further fighting about this entry will be done in private conversation, any comments left about this fight on here will be deleted after this. Thank you "slantednightsky" for standing by me through this, and