driving through the streets of philadelphia at five in the morning in a pathfinder. hand on the wheel i got us lost and drove for the first time in months upon months upon months. who needs headlights anyways? we're already breaking 16 other rules. the traffic started to get heavier as it pushed onto six and the slow calm of the city was broken by ( Read more... )

i miss high school. oh so terribly.

flying through the ups and downs. i wake up earlier than i have in months now, to sit for a while, and maybe read or draw and drink some coffee and have a cigerette ( or not have one ) before i go into day of classes. and this is the first time in a long time when the early morning sun isn't clouded with the haze of the night before, and the days ( Read more... )

a shiny apple sometimes you meet a guy and you know within the first hour that eventually yer heart will crack open right along the breastbone and he'll watch and smile and know that he will always have a place to return to when all things are lost. you will be the place he collects all things calm and you will be the place of cracking bone and ( Read more... )

isn't worth much anymore is it.

i went on a trip for two nights and three days. three people and one balcony and three beautiful gifts of sunrises and sets. two blankets and three beaches and countless horses and one really good oyster dish from bills ( Read more... )

i don't understand those who simply relay.

i guess i'm in a circle.

i miss;
yaffa.brooklyn.thebridges.thetrain.jo.centralpart.themet.jessie.mybed.myparents.alley.shows.stoops.skylines.dancing.irina.whatusedtobetech.ID.krish.ridingmybike.lincolncenter.eugenep.lastyear.warmth.life.eugenek.piers.theeastvillage.sex.asleepschedule.breakingit.hookahs.pilmanshouse.importantthings.

i woke up this morning and opened the curtains on the large windows that overlook the city. the sun streamed in and i squinted my eyes to adjust to the brightness. the warmth was a long lost comfort, but i welcomed it and drifted back to sleep. it was a beautiful morning.

"do you think everthing always has to die ( Read more... )