you could never know how much i love you.
it is so much that i want to keep it secret
like every bad thing i've done
keep it for myself.

everybody i meet is something new.

i've grown so much.
so much more
in love with you.

xanga: inenvelopes.

decisions to be made. with great consequences.
can't you help me out?

i can't suck down enough nicotine to feel it's numbness. the inability to escape this nightmare is what drives me to reality's dead end, over, and over again.

crazzzy things have happened ( Read more... )

Jennifer. you were such an amazing person. and it's not fair that you had to die. not fucking fair.

i'm not sure about this whole 5yr older boyfriend. it kinda makes me uncomfortable. and that's unlike me totally ( Read more... )

mike is awesome. he is so much fun.
we are going to best buy tomorrow (wohoo! bestbuy in paducah! moving up in da world.)

i got a way cool totally awesome belt from this vendor that came to walmart!

ps, my brother and taft are not cool because they make me look like a slut.
pss, i terribly miss dani.

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mike is awesome. he is so much fun.
we are going to best buy tomorrow (wohoo! bestbuy in paducah! moving up in da world.)

i got a way cool totally awesome belt from this vendor that came to walmart!

ps, my brother and taft are not cool because they make me look like a slut.
pss, i terribly miss dani.

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school is fine. i love some new friends i'm making. my classes are good. i LOVE AP Psych ( Read more... )

friday the 13th ( Read more... )