show night

[silentsunshine7]

it still doesn't feel like hell week. i mean, the "hell" part is in there, but i just feel so removed from the play itself. like during "ordinary day". there was just no emotion. and at circle, there were no tears. and even after the show, i felt no release, no consolation. instead, i was beating myself up over messing up my cue (come on, i

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[_walk_softly_]

It's not a good thing, but I know how you feel.
Believe me, I do.

[rahvin021]

yes.
i'm sorry tara.
don't feel that you need to try so hard to not let it out. let it go naturally.

[oceanschild]

i love you.

[jadedinoblivion]

tara!

i like you, so i friended you.

i've had times like that.
a lot of them, actually.
and they're hard
and i'm so sorry.

did it get better? now that the show is over. i hope it did.