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It's been a long time my friend... long time since I've poured my heart out on the lonely lost page that is somewhere in cyberspace amidst the millions of other bared souls..... a long time indeed.. in a way I have missed being in my own quiet space where I can dwell upon myself and expose everything to no one and everyone.. stranger and friend ( Read more... )

The last year has been extremely tough for me, but somehow I managed to come out .....I graduated with honors, I have a great job, I know who my true friends are, I know that I am surrounded by people who support and love me, and most importantly I have found myself.. I know what I want for myself now, I know my faults, I know I've made ( Read more... )

As the end of my career in college quickly approaches, all I can say is that I feel all at once lost in a whirlwind of emotions... Graduation is a transition like any other, life is full of changes, you leave one thing behind and move on to something else.. I have been blessed with joy and sadness, victory and defeat, gains and losses... I am ( Read more... )

Finally... after four years of migraines, stress, and lack of proper nutrition/sleep , not only am I still alive, but I finally gets one step closer to the payoff!!! In a few short weeks I'll be walking donw the aisle.. the one that leads to that fake diploma they'll be handing out to me at Madison Square Garden! ... the months of indecision and ( Read more... )

It slowly collects... wafting from the walls and cracks under the door.. it creeps over the linoleum to the center of the room where it begins to converge... it rises and drops slowly , weaving and wafting.. intertwining itself unto it's own misty black mass... it now rises upwards and materializes as a dark column.... blackness and mist bubbling ( Read more... )

in a world full of twists, the ultimate twist is a straight line

Conversation I had with my long lost Floridian brother ( Read more... )

"If I get it all down on paper
It's no longer inside of me
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked
In front of the crowd
Because these words are
My diary screaming out loud
And I know
That you'll use them however you want" -AN

Life is a precious gift.... what could be more exciting? It takes us each on a million journeys throughout the brief span of our existance... every second is a moment to be savored and enjoyed like a perfect cup of tea.... too many times we become too involved in the distractions and preocccupations that seem massive but in reality are ( Read more... )