Le chat

[silent_crow]

Title: Le chat

Author: serena_blaire listening to ghosts whispering in her memory
Genre: broken pieces
Rating: harmless

…pro Tebe. A pro ni.

Comments

[silent_crow]

[melinen]

I wholeheartedly agree with storygatherer.

♥

(Also, may I ask you why you are disabling comments in dxs_love? o.o' I find it a little... weird, to say, because doesn't every writer want comments?)

[silent_crow]

I disable comments because...

Well.Well.

I know why you think it's weird. But I am afraid I don't think I take comments well. Especially when they're too...shallow.Superficial?

When I firstly posted to deg_yaoi or dxs_love,I became too adicted to comments.I wrote because of comments and not because of myself,of my writing.

But I couldn't cope with "awww,that's cute" or "how sweet!" comments.Not after I've put out so much of myself into my stories. It took away my ability to write,I couldn't find the reason to write.

I know the readers meant it well.Perhaps.But it is me, my sick and weird mind that couldn't deal with it.

I'd only hope you'd understand.

If disabling comments is not fine in a comm, please tell me.It's fine.

But...right now,in my current state of mental condition...I cannot deal with comments like this.

[melinen]

Don't worry, I totally understand. And it's fine if you want to disable comments, it really is. I was just curious.

And I know about the feeling when comments feel too shallow and superficial. But, that's what most people are willing to write, just something short to show that they've read the fic. But I am afraid I have been spoiled by the Finnish fandom - we used to (maybe still do, I haven't been active in any of my Finnish fandoms for so long) get comments with actual content in them, so they were longer and more thought-out than your avarage 'cute' comment, and that was something I loved and what gave me the energy to continue writing (faster, I mean, I'll still write, probably as long as I can hold a pen in my fingers xD) and all that. So yeah, I got spoiled there and loved every minute of it. :D

Anyway.

♥

[silent_crow]

I am afraid I am spoiled by my own f-list :) But yes,this is what makes me sort of both upset and sad,maybe,about the j-rock fandoms on LJ: the lack of real interest.

You know,Mely,sometimes I wish I'd joined j-rock fandom way earlier than I did.I'd wish I was here in 2003,2004...somehow,the early 2000' seem the best to me.

The fanfiction was best 2006-2008,I'd say.Hundreds of good stories were written around then.Too bad I did not write any back then :D

Today,some authors still do a splendid job and write great stories.But there are so few of them and sometimes,when I look at deg_yaoi and read some stories being posted there...long live archives and my HD where I keep my most beloved fics.Otherwise I wouldn't have anything to read.

I don't want to hear praise or empty "cute" words. *Thanks to deg_yaoi,I've become heavily allergic to this word :) bad and spoiled me.* I want to hear what I managed and what I didn't.Is this spoiled much? Well,let it be so.

...that was something I loved and what gave me the energy to continue

[silent_crow]

Dokud se Sevi klidneji usina...I've managed.

Na chvili bude vsechno dobre.Pak se to zriti,zustane prach.Zalzi na tom,kdo je pri Tobe.Dokud ma silu a odvahu a chut pomahat Ti ten zriceny svet vystavet zas a opet...da se to snest.Barvy jsou tekute a ostre,az Te boli zrenicky,kdyz Ti slunce zasviti pres zlute okvetni listky narcisu do oci.Je to sok,srdce se Ti rozbusi a paradoxne mas pocit,ze za tohle to stoji.

Maybe not so harmless at all.

PS: Ikonka se totalne nehodi...ale NEMOHLA JSEM ODOLAT :) Pro Sevi jen ty nej ikonky.Jeste ze jich mam 105.

[silent_crow]

Shinya won't let himself being stolen from his darling. *chmurne* Ano,prijede si popovidat,nekdy necekane zaflirtuje...ale mrska mala,pak se vytrati. To ti chlapi mizerni vsichni.

Pan Cibetka mit velice podmanivy usmev a velice svudne vlnit boky.Ale upir At-chan,kdyz vrhne ten cerny pohled a usmev typu Ty_vis_ze_mne_chces... S prominutim,ale Edward Cullen at se jde prebodnout.Ten nevi,co je to upir i kdyby to pro nej nekdo vyhlaskoval,jak rikaji Britove. Spravny upir at-chanovskeho typu bude pit Tve oci a jeste se s usmevem podekuje.

Ty ohne a masky se mi velice zamlouvaly. A At-chanovy kalhoty dokonale obtahujici a kopirujici stehna snad jeste vic.Krajkovana kosile a vesticka.Mozek vyhlasil status BRAIN NOT FOUND a Eva se uculovala jako idiot.

[kurenai_tenshi]

Ah, I'm always in love with your Die. If I don't fear the wrath of the mighty drumsticks, I will ask you to marry me to him. *sighs* too bad he's already taken.

The hotel room part makes me laugh. Hahahahaha~~~~~ It's so Die to make fuss over things like that. I guess Totchi will do the same to Kaoru. *grins*

I'm lightly suspicious that Toshiya is sent to Die by Kaoru *grins* well, of course Toshiya goes because it concerns him too, but Leader-sama actually wants too know what happens to Die and Shinya. tehehehe

[silent_crow]

I'm lightly suspicious that Toshiya is sent to Die by Kaoru *grins* well, of course Toshiya goes because it concerns him too, but Leader-sama actually wants too know what happens to Die and Shinya.

E.X.A.C.T.L.Y.

You're reading my mind,Kure! *Kaoru coughs a little embarrassed because obviously he's easier to figure out than he'd like to...but of course,the Almighty and Fearful Leader-sama MUST know about everything concerning the awesome heavy rock band Dir en grey while it's trying to rule the music world. Kaoru has his spies everywhere! Beware!*

[kurenai_tenshi]

ooooohhhhhh!!!! kaoru's spies!!!!! wait, why am I thinking of tiny spider-like robot crawling everywhere to gather whatever information for the mighty Leader-sama????

Hahahahahahahaha~~~~~~~ I bet so. or Shinya will kick his sorry ass

not only our noseholes, but also other holes our bodies possessed. *shudders* Poor us!

[silent_crow]

ooooohhhhhh!!!! kaoru's spies!!!!! wait, why am I thinking of tiny spider-like robot crawling everywhere to gather whatever information for the mighty Leader-sama???? Because you're obviously right? Whenever I am reding some Kaoru interview,I am baffled about how much backstage infos he has.Now I know how's that possible.Kaoru knows everything.

*imagines OTHER POSSIBLE HOLES being violated with drumsticks and turns pale* Oh...dear.

[die4shin_sin]

Wow.
I can see your extreme change as I read this.
It's like you grow more mature, more composed, a lot simpler in a way and intelligent as well...
Hahaha, don't mind me XD
That's what I think first when I read this.. you really changed a lot.

AND FOR THE STORY.........
You call that harmless??
It killed me XD
I love this, honey!