i still like you more and more every day.

....just sayin

last night laying in bed i realized how happy i am that you are well on your way to fixing me and i wondered if i am a big enough person to return the favor only to come to the conclusion that you aren't broken ( Read more... )

i wish that we both talked during our sleep so i wouldnt have to end our conversation every night fearing im not going to make it threw my next work day if i dont force myself to go to bed.

*i wanna wake up naked next to you, kissing the curve in your clavicle.*

04.03.2004 "back when it was warm i always used to sit in the twilight and wait for the night, it was the climax of the day, just let the magic sink into me ( Read more... )

its been 108 weeks since i've updated my livejournal.
i guess now is as good of a time as any to start updating again.
i feel like i only wrote in this thing when i was really happy or really upset. im glad that this time i can say its the most positive one.

i hate being home...i am trying really hard not to but i really just do not like my homelife...i dont like school...most importantly i do not like the person that i am in this city

i cannot figure out why i can come home and have everyone in the world pay attention to me, but back in lansing no one gives a fuck what i do...well, i guess people care, but not the person i want to care, who should care....i wish i could get over this feeling like my old life died...i feel uncomfortable everywhere, like im a freshman all over ( Read more... )

i can feel every breath bearly go into my lungs, when it gets a 1/4 of the way down it starts burning and i have to stop, i am holding back my coughs because if i dont some strange liquid comes out of my lungs that hurts

i am going home on saturday to talk to Dee about when i can start working for her, i am nervous...moving home for the rest of the summer sounds so wonderful though
i hope vee can go with me on saturday because we will have too much fun

i wish i could get over myself
be less important
and harsh
be more happy
be less alone.