Alone.... Dreams.1

[sienata]

A/N: This takes place in current day.... just going along with the times. I wrote this on the airplane on the way here Friday evening. My mood is continuing to shift, thankfully. There is no meanness here. Cheers. S.

Four a.m. It was still his worst time. He was doing better... It had been almost half a year, after all. Even now, sometimes, it

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[sienata]

yeah, it helps me deal with some of my feelings to, about heath's death and jake's life. both have hurt me lately, but i think i'm starting to get to a better place, and i'm really glad. thanks for reading. s.

[cornflake2912]

I thought about this fic just a few hours ago!! And there it is again! Wow!!! Thank you so so much! Hugs!

[sienata]

that's weird that you were just thinking about it. i love this story, it's one of my most favorite things that i've written. thanks for reading. s.

[cornflake2912]

it is weird indeed and very spooky!! I was thinking today that I wish for a sequel or have to read it again because it was in my head all the time in australia.
i love that think about the colors so much!
".... People that don’t know you but love you anyway, their love is orange...... That’s cool, since that’s one of my favorite colors.... I was wondering why the whole world was giving off a fuckin’ bright orange glow when I first got here.... now I know." i remember that i had to stop reading here because i cried like a river.
that´s really the best thing you, or someone else has written as rps (okay, nil was hot, too *ggggg*) and i really want to thank you for his masterpiece!
hugs, steffi

Alone.... Dreams.1

[bmshirts]

Oh, that hits so close to the truth, I think. Tragic for Heath, unbearably lonely for Jake.
Thanks. Carole

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[sienata]

i'm glad you enjoyed it. this is a story that really comes from my heart. thanks for reading. s.

[mira986]

~It's been hard to read this, coz in my head, it's too close to the truth, and everytime I think of Heath, reality crashes and I realize that he's no longer around the way I and so many others want him to be and it just breaks my heart... But there is comfort in the thought that he is watching over all of us who loved and still love him. Thank you for this.~

Mira

[sienata]

i can't believe he's gone either. i try not to think about it very often. i'm so thankful that i'm still able to write about him and jake. that gives me a lot of comfort. i'm glad this was good for you. :)

[torry28]

In my thoughts I believe this could be just the way you wrote it. Its something to hang on too anyway. I want Jake to live and be happy and have kids and who knows maybe someday Jake's little boy and Matilda meet and the cycle will start all over again.
I want so much to believe Heath is watching over Jake and someday they will be together again if only in my head.
Thank you for continuing with "Alone," it makes me feel less so wanting it to be for real.
Hugs
Torry

[sienata]

Yes, i want Jake to be happy too. That's the main thing. Writing this story makes me feel closer to both of them, even though this is just my fantasy version of them. That's all i'll ever have, but that's enough.

i'm glad you enjoyed reading this. thanks. s.