Jeb it was good to see you. Justice send me your number I have no access to my contact list and I cant find the Christmas card..

p.s. I feel the baby move now!!

thats all

Im so fucking angry and sad and disappointed and fucking alone.

he did it again he lied so he could spend the weekend with his x girlfriend. said he was stressed out and needed clarity. says i have nothing to worry about. fuck this.

So, I dont know if I should have done it but it felt like the right thing to do at the time ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, thought it was about time for an update so here goes ( Read more... )

Why cant there ever just be a clear path. Why cant anything be simple. Why do people have to be liars. Why cant I trust anyone. Why cant Karma be true. Why cant my life work the way I want it to. Why do I care so much about what other people think. Why cant my sewing machine OR my camera work! Why am I bad person because I dont believe in god. Why ( Read more... )

I took a pregnancy test today. It came back positive.

I know I don't post entries too often. I think this is because my life is usually altogether too depressing and complicated. I am living in Stevens Point. I had previously been living in Ashland, and due to a variety of circumstances I obtained guardianship of my 17 yr old brother Matt. In order to give him and I a fresh start I relocated us to ( Read more... )

jeb come visit me.

hello all. I havent written in LJ for a long time... I dont even really know what made me think of it except that I am feeling the weight of life today. There are alot of people that I would really like to see again. I am having a costume/birthday party on Oct 14th in Stevens Point, It would really make me happy for everyone to atleast try and make ( Read more... )