ok my last entry might not of sounded right, im not mad at anyone in particular, i was just frustrated that i couldnt get ahold of anyone and when i did, they didnt want to talk to me so i didnt feel like asking them for help. but anyway my car is alive. bobs auto up here was trying to scam me so i put my damn car on a uhaul and dragged that bitch ( Read more... )

i have never felt so alone, so down, so unworthy, so freakin pissed at the world. My car decided to die today, i thought it was just the water pump, but a few minutes ago i was informed i need a new motor. a motor will cost around 3000 dollars. 3 grand too many. i obviously dont have that kind of money, my parents dont have that kind of money. so ( Read more... )

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its almost 1am in the morning and i cannot sleep. Theres nothing on tv and i dont feel like studying. The fact is i havent felt like studying all semester. That is not a good sign, considering the semester has just started. Im starting to feel like i did spring semester, not as bad though thank god. Today i was in anatomy and my nose just started ( Read more... )

so im about to start the second week of classes, and i figure this is a good time to do a lil update. im officially procrastinating by writing this blog, so watch out i might start to ramble on like im doing now :) My classes are alright, i just wish my classes weren't so scrambled so i could work or feel a lil bit productive. I have to go to ( Read more... )

Ok, so i got back from up north pretty late last night, around 11:30 i think. the drive home was pretty much a blur, but im pretty sure i didnt hit anything or anyone,lol j/k. The plane ride was pretty uneventful. I had about an hour delay at newark, which was fun, cause i was a mess, and everyone got to see it, yay! But other than that and a few ( Read more... )

So tommorow, really really early, im leaving for the airport. So since last week's terror scare, ive been so nervous about going on a plane. I know ill be fine, just a lil unsettling. Im also pissed cause now i cant bring on my mousse and hairspray, which i will die without, lol. Anyway thats the least of it, if i can make it up there with no ( Read more... )

Ok i gotta make this short cause the library is closing in 10 min and my pc is busted, so i have no other ways of communicating with anyone, well except phone, so anyone who wants to releive me from my boredom, please give me a ring, i think i might go insane if i do any more cleaning, organizing, or watching tv in my lonely apt in this weird ( Read more... )

You Belong in Rome
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So, I just got back from Inverness a few hours ago. It was probably the worst trip ever. My mother and father started on me immeadiately. I think it took them 2 minutes to get right down to business. I got the comments like, did ur new mom call and wish you a happy bday?, Your new mom this, your new mom that. I got so upset over what they were ( Read more... )