Hey guys,

I haven't written in here for a while. My computer crashed down so I had to get a new one. It's really cool because it's fast.

I have been pretty confused lately. I cannot see Raquel anymore because of her parents so I really don't know what to do about that. Ahh! What should I do? I need advice.

I will write a little more later.

My vacation sucked. But I did get a lot of CD's at my favorite Music Store. I missed Raquel so bad dude. It sucked man. But we got to see eachother twice yesterday, and that really made me feel a lot better. It's hard for me to listen to rap now...All I like is metal now.

I will write more later.

Nick.

Hey guys,

I am going to California for a couple of days..Actually, a whole week, and I kind of want to go but at the same time I don't want to because I am going to miss Chris, and my buddy Dustin, and especially my girlfriend Raquel. It's going to succ to be away from them for a couple of days. I am going to go to my favorite record store in the ( Read more... )

I am kind of sad and mad because my dad thinks I am tweaking again but I am not and it's pissing me off because he's like always saying "You wouldn't be up this late unless you were on that dust" and shit like that. Hector Palomino, My mexicano friend, is over here right now. He's pretty cool. He's from mexico. I get jealous though sometimes when ( Read more... )

I have been having some mood swings and getting sad and mad and happy and then the cycle continues and it's really weird. It succs. But yesterday I chilled with Chris and Dustin at Chris's house and then I went to Raquels house for the longest time I think I have ever stayed there. My dad, the other day, was purposely making me mad and then ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to Raquels house after sitting on my bum all freaking day and that really succed because I thought I could get a ride over to Raquels house earlier. And then we just basically chilled and hung out....It's so hard to quit popping/snorting pills. It succs dude. I will write more later...I have to take a shower and then go to Raquels.
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I am out of school right now so basically I don't have shit to do during the day and that gives me some mad cravings because I aint got shit to do, yo. I want to gauge my ears even more but I don't really have anything bigger and that succs d00d. So I will go buy some stuff friday maybe. Yesterday Raquel took the bus over here and walked too all ( Read more... )

I got out of rehab April 29th. So I have been out for a little while. I was in there for Crystal Meth. Lately, I have been having some really bad cravings to smoke some. I have two G pipes in my house that my parents tried to hide a long time ago but they didn't hide them to good. I found them a long time ago, And it didn't really bother me, but ( Read more... )