hope it's ok w/her that i told y'all. so, something good does come out of the lesbian storyline at lhdp lol

p.s. jeminai and i haven't met yet in person

hi everyone!  i m not dead.  i fell in love with Jeminai and have stopped caring abt pepsi.  don't hate me.  i'm talking to her right now.  she wanted me to say that i found my happy ever after but that's too sappy!  take care all!

i was talkin to jeminai and i thought that some of it should be public cuz it's how i feel: i guess when i write i censor myself too much - i think i'm being too random or i'm rambling or people won't like it so i end up not writin nothin which is not good at all.  i feel like i'm not contributing.  i'm a libra and things have to feel equal in my ( Read more... )

lj talk confuses me.  i see lj messenger on the bottom right and i'm signed in with windows messenger but that doesn't mean i'm signed into lj talk?  so now i'm on meebo and signed in lj talk what's the point of lj messenger then if it's windows live.  grrrr  is it too much to connect to other human beings?

i feel guilty for not writing fanfic.  but i'm shy and i guess enough excuses i grrr don't want to commit

this is kind of addicting.  the more i post the more people comment.  i used to think people were so bold (comment whores really ;) i mean that in the best way) but i can c how u want to be accepted and reassured that somebody out there is reading.  i want to write stories, now i just need an idea.  but i wouldn't want anybody to say anything bad ( Read more... )

but i feel like there's a big learning curve.  i keep going around in circles espec. with the lj messenger thing.  i feel too old for this!  lol i m old

i swore after xanga i'd never get another journal online.  had to to comment!  so if i comment on your fanfic appreciate cuz i had to make yet another pw and try and think of a username which is not easy for me.  that is the extent of my creativity lol