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[shymagical]

 I'm laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaame. I'm probably friendship destructive. I'm an idiot. I just...really wanted to be understood.

*lays head on desk* I can't even be properly mad at people. I just hover around hoping to hear a kind word or forgiveness.

Why couldn't I just take the apology?? Because, I felt she was just doing it...to make me happy. I

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[nataku_savur]

Sweety, maybe what just needs to be done is for both of you to take a step back and look at things again. I know I didn't tell you that properly earlier, but my mind was all in a confuzzled messed up state. (I blame the end of Ryuuki, damn it!! XD)

Every one hates drama queens... however we never admit that we can be drama queens ourselves when it gets to that point. Hearts knows I've done it enough times, just like I'm sure she has. Just... keep that in mind for future dealings with her.

And in all truth, when you said that about those things... I'm wondering if she's doing it just to make everyone happy, like it's one of those "Oh, I need to do this before I do that" type of things. I've I don't know what to tell you in how to deal with things like that - even though I've dealt with it before in a relationship - but you know something? I promise you... things will get better. Even if I have to go through my own bit of a Rider War to make it so, I will.

Also, just so you know... My apologies? Just a reflex as to how I was raised.

[shymagical]

Hahaaah. Well, I have a tendency for not letting things go, because I really dislike being misunderstoond. ^_^; So, I usually annoy the person I'm talking to

[befanini]

You are NOT lame, and you understand more about friendship and kindness and being welcoming and generous more than any other person I have met online.

No shit.

You made me feel welcome at the yahoo mailing list, you welcomed me in dA, you even welcomed me in gaia! I call that a FRIEND!

You're entitled to "whine" sometimes - I know you, how passionate you are about the few things you care about, be it 53 or One Piece or Seki in his Robot Suit.

Hang in there, things will get better. *hugs*

[shymagical]

Haa, thanks. -^_^- Your understanding makes me feel a bit better