aloha! im in hawaii! yey! omg.. so.. today we went to the beach. tonight we're going to walk around and just see whats there.. maybe shop a bit.. then we're going to go out to eat.. then possible we're going to go clubbin.. i duno.. we'll see. these s are HELLA funny. i cant beileve i havnt talked to them in so long. gosh.. this trip JUST ( Read more... )

*knock knock*

he opens the door with a smile as he peeks his head outside. he is holding the 2 dogs back. ((always expected when i go over there now!)) his hair was left untouched, a blue collard shirt unbuttoned, and dark blue jean shorts was all that covered him.

i stepped inside and closed the door behind me. he was looking @ me with starrs in ( Read more... )

so, theres lots of drama going around.. and it sux ass! i hate it so much! usually im not in it. i just hear about it. but this time.. im in the middle!gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh~ its all gay.

i cant believe i called into work this WHOLE weekend. i need the money.. but im justnot feeling too great. i hate this. i wish the doc will find something ( Read more... )

ever liked someone who was going through a hard time in there life. but you couldnt really say anything because.. well.. you dont know what they're going through? or you just cant seem to find the right thing to say.. without persuasion, emotion, or lecture ( Read more... )

swim parties rock.. are you down?>

i just cant seem to please anybody. i get caught up in moments i only think about happening.. and when they actually DO happen.. nothing, im retarded, i cant think straight, i believe what other people EXPECT of me.. and act. i dont ever sit and think about what i want.. or what i should say, do, think, or feel. my whole world is wrapped up in ( Read more... )

viewing is on thursday

so.. grandmother is coming home tomorrow @ noon.. the doctors said there was nothing more they could do. so shes coming home to die. :(

although i do not wish to watch in agony as my grandmother dies, it is in my best wishes that i see to it that shegets there safely and she takes apart of me with her. whether the last time she sees me is in my ( Read more... )

i grounded... grounded and caught between what is real, and what i WANT to be real.
so many people i havnt talked to,
 so many people i havnt seen,
too many people i need to hang out with,
and  one person i need to explain it all too.

*richie, i am not aloud ont he puter *sigh* lmao so im sneaking on right now. :)
>kiele, i still have your shoes.. WE ( Read more... )

and in a second, it was gone.
the moment was lost in an unimportant topic of coversation.
the build up wasnt much of a rush, the time didnt fit right, he didnt seem up to it.
was i WANTING too much?
could he see right past my eyes?
the dancing thought in my head made me laugh as i pondered about an us.
i toyed with my mind, and where it would lead us.
not ( Read more... )