blade

[shuuseieki]

I don't really know what to make of this, but this is the first time I'm writing a fic with multiple pairings, much less one of which is broken. I hope it makes sense. D8

Title: Blade
Author: shuuseieki
Pairing: one-sided!JongKey, OnKey
Genre: Angst/Romance
Rating: PG-15
Summary: Gentility was a blade that dealt the most cruelty, at least to

Comments

/flops down at your feet and cries

[byuldeureul]

OMFG. ;_________;

I. YOU. T-THIS FIC. I just-- /flails and gestures wildly

Okay. [Takes a deep breath] I--Trying to regain composure now. I think--It's probably--Okay, I'm REALLY just--

I...I want to say this was the only ending I was expecting - that it was the *only* possible ending that would work for this kind of fic. BUT...STILL. DDDD: THIS WAS SO...SO SAD.

I'm...really tearing up here, bb, but I want you to know that I absolutely loved it. ;^; I really did

Re: /flops down at your feet and cries

[shuuseieki]

/calms you down

Awfh, truthfully, this was also the only ending I could think of. I mean, Jonghyun loves Kibum that much, and to have his feelings rejected and instead to someone that doesn't openly show his feelings - instead through subtle touches and gentle glances. He knows that Jinki and Kibum's love is strong, but he's willing to delude himself that it isn't simply because he loves Kibum. I really have no idea if I'm making sense, but. ;w; Now that you mention the unbalanced need, it kind of makes sense as well, even though I wasn't thinking much of that when I wrote this. ♥

And no, no! /bows back down to you >///< Thank you, so so so much for reading&commenting, and that I should be the one thanking you for inspiration to even begin penning this! ♥♥♥

Mmfh, I will try, bb. I think I really should try my hand at 2Min; I wonder how it'll turn out? I'm already drafting a maybe three-shot or four-shot AU OnKey fic. It's as if all the OnKey ideas are spilling out all of a sudden. XD Butbutbut I'm afraid of writing anything

[countthesorrows]

in the middle of reading but ughhhhh you broke my jongkey ;_____;

[countthesorrows]

this gave my brain such a hard time to process everything because i don't think i've ever read a shinee fic this sad. this has two of my favorite pairings and idk, it's like, i can't stand that jonghyun has to go through so much pain of seeing key and onew together all the time, and when he finally tells key how much he loves him, he gets... rejected. a serious rejection. this is such a painful fic ;___;

He pushed himself up, and jumped.

god this made me feel so bad for jonghyun. this fic is all sorts of topsy turvy sadness and heartbreak and ughhh i nearly cried. i know i've told you that your writing is amazing before, so i'll tell you that this fic blew me away even though it was onkey that surfaced in the end. blah. i'm done. memming because i really like this. <3

[shuuseieki]

SARAHHHHH DDDDD:
I didn't mean to break JongKey, I really didn't! I don't know what I was thinking when I was writing this either; sometimes I don't even make sense to myself with the twisted ways I see things. We're on the same page, almost - I ship both JongKey and OnKey, but more so the latter, and you the opposite, but I'm just as torn between both pairings. Mm, now that you mention it, it does give that impression, doesn't it? Having to witness their love from afar, all the while aware of his own feelings. I feel sorry for him too, actually. ;______;

Awh, don't cry! /hugs ♥ And thank you, so, so much for that, and also for reading&commenting; it makes all this worthwhile, it really does. And you honour me by memming this, really. >///

[2pmconspiracy]

hello, can i comment here? cause i'm too lazy to go back to replay and dig out this post, which i read quite some time ago! but due to my laziness, i didnt comment after reading it xD

oh and yeah i was trying to figure out if jjong really commited suicide at the end, and i just realised OMONA, HE DID! O: and nah, you dont have to feel bad(: what i did to him earned me slamming... at least you didnt get slammed. okay sorry, i'm being bitter again. *crawls under rock and hide*

hahaha but okay i liked the ONKEY part! almost made me forget that jjong was hurting xD but yeah ONKEY is too sweet! <3

and great job! i'm sorry my comment sounds so incoherent right now~ i've been watching 2AM's new MV for like... multiple times xD and the song replays on my iTunes when i'm not watching it. LOL. their new song is just DAEBAKKKKKK! ♥

and i digressed again... -.- okay anyways, great job! write more bb! ♥

[shuuseieki]

Of course you can! :D And I'd be pretty lazy to dig out a post on shinee_replay too, if I were you, so it's alright. Thank you so much for reading&commenting! ♥ /hugs

Being bitter is something us angst writers are best at. 8D He did, and I really didn't want to do that to him, because Jonghyun is really just so charismatic and charming in so many, many ways. BUT ONKEY BECKONS ♥ I was hoping I didn't have to kill him off in the end, but if I made Jonghyun move on, then the true power of his love wouldn't have passed on to the readers that way - it seems almost as if it's a fling that he can get out of anytime, which it really isn't. Ah, I don't know what I'm saying right now, but never mind.

I HAVE NOT WATCHED 2AM'S NEW MV. /scrambles away to YT to check
Anything those boys release are bound to be hits; their voices are just ♥

[lynlovesmin]

i am speechless

[shuuseieki]

Thank you, truly. I can tell by the words that you've put a whole lot of thought into the comment, and I really appreciate that. ♥ (By the way, is it alright if I add you as a friend? We share a lot of the same sentiments. :D