twenty-four beers

Feb 24, 2009 23:15

Most of you have no idea how good you got it. Most of you don't deserve half the shit you've got.

That whole 'only the good die young' line? That's crap.

I wanted to go to school. I wanted to have a good job. I wanted to meet a woman I was really in love with.

I wanted kids.

I got a life making sure to carry my brother around on my shoulders. I ( Read more... )

dean hates demons, didn't deserve to go to hell, didn't deserve to die, cursed, what's dead should stay dead, our lives are weird, dean hates bitches, dean hates witches, what is and what should never be, four months in hell, deep-seated issues, sammy, emotional constipation, monsters are real, not in kansas anymore, don't even like to be singled out, dean hates angels, pretend we're normal, strap your party hat on, don't fudge with me

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1/1 ordered February 25 2009, 04:39:41 UTC
[private || unhackable] ordered February 25 2009, 05:58:52 UTC
Then you wont even attempt it?

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[private || unhackable] shutupsammy February 25 2009, 06:05:06 UTC
Why should I have to?

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[private || unhackable] ordered February 25 2009, 06:07:00 UTC
It isn't a question of 'have'. Do you want to try and fix things between you and Sam?

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[private || unhackable] shutupsammy February 25 2009, 06:16:22 UTC
I want my brother back, Cas.

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[private || unhackable] ordered February 25 2009, 06:20:58 UTC
Then talk to him, and make sure he listens.

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[private || unhackable] shutupsammy February 25 2009, 06:25:57 UTC
What do you want me to do, duct tape his ass to a chair?

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[private || unhackable] ordered February 25 2009, 06:27:37 UTC
If that's what it takes.

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[private || unhackable] shutupsammy February 25 2009, 06:33:37 UTC
Okay.

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[private || unhackable] ordered February 25 2009, 06:34:45 UTC
You'll talk to him then?

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[private || unhackable] shutupsammy February 25 2009, 06:38:26 UTC
I can't guarantee he's gonna listen to a word that comes out of my mouth, though.

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[private || unhackable] ordered February 25 2009, 06:41:06 UTC
He will hear, whether he seems to be listening or not. Both of you are the same, in that way.

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[private || unhackable] shutupsammy February 25 2009, 07:32:24 UTC
Sometimes it feels like I'm wasting my time. Focusing on Sam, if he's just going to act like my help is interference.

I could be saving people. I could be saving myself. I don't wanna go back down there, Castiel. Ever.

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[private || unhackable] 1/2 ordered February 25 2009, 07:40:06 UTC
You are still both brothers, no matter what may happen between you. All who know you know of the connection you hold.

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[private || unhackable] ordered February 25 2009, 07:40:18 UTC
I know you don't. But I don't know what He has in plan for you. ... You don't deserve to.

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[private || unhackable] shutupsammy February 25 2009, 08:19:57 UTC
I deserve to be normal. I deserve for Sam to be normal. But it's never going to happen.

So I guess I just keep living this way.

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