FOR THE RECORD :

i didnt do ANYTHING.

so stop stop WORRYING

I am a horrible person.

TOUGH TOOTIES.

i went for a 3 fucking mile walk today. i thought i was going to die.
i want to go swimming but its dirty. D; 
but im getting a bac massage right now from my aunt so its all good ;] lol.
i still have no friends down here.
poop.

email me to make me happy or comment. 
SOMETHING

mmmm
it is hot hot hotttttt.
the pool is like bathwater, 92 fucking degrees.
sweet.
mm yea, i woke up early today, well .. early for me, 9. 10 in ct.
we got cheeeeeeeeseake at the store today. i cant wait.
lalalalalabomba

i <3 derek waterfield
 :-*

im in tennessee nowww. anddd im really tired. i got to stop at dereks this morning on the way to the airport. and i cried :'( i was also crying before that, mostly bcause i was leaving him. ahhh, well see where tomorrow brings me.

bebies, :[ im going to tennessee for about a month. i will miss you all. and i will call some of you. text my cell while im gone - 942 1458.

THINGS TO DO:

finish laundry
finish packing 
print out a coloring page :]
talk to my baby
get my cell phone back from my mother
.

THINGS I'VE DONE:

saw derek cake for the last time until August 15th 
gave my frog, ( Read more... )

your gay and im not.

i hate people so much. seriously. i dont need any of you. i dont need stupid little fights between friends. i also dont need to hear about shit like that. i dont need any more stress put upon me than i already have. yesterday i was in such a crappy mood. for no reason really, i just woke up in a crappy mood. i just wanted to cry all the time. im ( Read more... )

wow. i am in such a shitty mood. i wish derek could come over here right now. but even if there was any way he could, he couldnt because hes at the beach. fjngsjk

i deleted the community because im just going to become obsessed with fixing it and shit. so its GONE ( Read more... )