im in the process of drawing something that is going to take a bit of time. im done actually drawing it but i have to shade and color in and its going to take a while because i have to use colored pencils.

i miss derek. i wish he could come home sooner. i love him :]

my journal is now friends only.

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by the fucking way.
i now have to attend group therapy twice a week.
lame.

i was SUPPOSED to sleep at leanne's but i couldnt cause her momma said no. but anyways, besides from that change of plans ...

im a dumb horrible nigger. :'(.
but nvm that.
you dont need to know.

im waiting for derek to arrive home.

im so sorry :'(

wow, i never thought my dad was THAT MUCH of a fucking douche bag.
i shouldve expected it.
i fucking hate him.

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im coming home todayyy, and i cant even spend time with my babyyyy. i can see him, but only when my fucking dad talks to him and his fucking mom, and me too. aahfhfdjnf i fucking hate my parents. srsly.

but schools starting soon, and dereks getting his license, soooo, does ANYONE know what that means? hmm? hmmmmmmmm?!


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my first pack of playdough for my collection today, 24 color pack.

loves.

i love derek waterfield.

no buts about it.

when i was saying goodbye to derek i said i love you like i always do, and my uncle asked who it was and i said derek and he said "thats not love, thats romance" and i said "no... its love :]"

:-* i love him so much.