I don't know what to do anymore... Sometimes I am afraid to speak...

Just so you all know, my journal is  now going to be friends only! Comment if you want to be added! (:

Katie is leaving tomorrow. That makes me so sad. I don't know if it will really sink in until next fall. I still have work and all of my amazing from there... but Katie is my best friend. We have lived together for 3 years! It is going to be so weird. It is weird to be in my apartment right now anyways... everything is gone. Well everything of hers ( Read more... )

Why do I sometimes forget how blessed I really am? I mean, I am truly blessed. I have amazing friends. I need to stop saying how "alone" I am, or how sad I am, because really, I have it so much better than a lot of people. I have a roof over my head, I have parents who love me, I have a job, I can afford to pay my bills, I have people around me who ( Read more... )

Wednesday of this week,

At two minutes and three seconds after 1:00
In the morning,
The time and date will be
01:02:03 04/05/06.
That won't ever happen again!

Just thought it was cool...

I would agree. Mine is physical touch. Anyone who knows me knows that this is true!

The Five Love Languages
My primary love language is probably
Physical Touch
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

Complete set of results
Physical Touch: 12Quality Time: 9Receiving Gifts: 5Acts of Service: 2Words of Affirmation: 2

Information
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Katie, J, and I went to Grand Valley's swim meet today. Mostly to see Anna swim. But when I was there I really missed swimming. I wish I could have been good enough to swim in college. I really miss it. Ahh well.. I can get into the pool soon.

Anyways, tonight should be fun. Thats all for now... Oh, and my Wings lost in a shoot out. Lame...

Oh man, what is my problem? I hate the way I am feeling! I hate the stupid, pathetic thoughts that come into my head. They are not from God. They are from the Devil and I will not let them consume me! Jesus, I want only thoughts of You in me. I want to rest in You and be covered in Your peace.

I hate feeling like I am not love/missed back home. I ( Read more... )

Here is going to be a "not short" update for Jessica. I supposed I have stuff I can update on! Here you go my dear!! I love you ( Read more... )

I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you:

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a ( Read more... )