I hate myself, everyday I say it to myself in the mirror and everyday i believe it more and more, Life always sucks it doesnt matter how hard i try i cant please everyone. no matter how hard i try i aint good enough, and everyday i think i'm a coward more and more. and every day i hate myself for not seeing the obvious, or making someone hurt. Go ( Read more... )

well i uhhh i havent updated in what??/ 3 months maybe 4.... i'm in alaska right now bored as hell no sun no tv and a very limited internet...i'm in a pissed off mood cuz no one i call is home and i cant do ne thing i've 6 book in the past week and i cant drive that much cuz the only way to get ne where si the highway and "ur not rdy for the ( Read more... )

Dont hate me for who i appear to be, Hate for who I am, Dont hat me for trying to be happy, hate me for who I am. I cant help what the heart tells me to do and i dont try and be different ( Read more... )

am I such a different person that i do things i believed to be wrong no more then 2 weeks ago ( Read more... )

x. I am: tired ( Read more... )

so i woke up ( Read more... )

Peter- from the bible ( Read more... )

i wrote stuff in lang. arts today. not my usual sensless gibber gabber and the stuff all the teachers want to hear. i wrote from my heart and told her what i thought and what i'd been threw these past few months. I was so scared of what people thought good for me they wont be read out loud. i guess i needed to say somethings and now that i have ( Read more... )

i knew this was going to happen and i cant say that it sucks that much... i miss kendra and adam and chuck are over and were attempting a lan but my comp has taking a ramrod up the but and the tv is being a bitch and well electric devices are against me and well i dont like them. and i kinda wonder about my report card and well i hop eits ' ( Read more... )

its been a real long time since i have poste dand theres alot to say... first me and kendra are officially going out. It's all that i could have hoped for and a little more, its been awhile since i have had my problems, and i dont need sleeping pills ne more. I dont need but sometimes i choose to take, so i dont wake up ne more. I have had these ( Read more... )